Everyone changed. Am I too?
The way they... Um.. I feel there is no friendship again because of that.
I feel like... I'm just someone they know.

Hi, everyone, long time no see. :D yeah, I barely open this blog again cause it loads slow TT. Anyway, two days ago I got an amazing present *even though it's not my birthday* :p. Mom promised me to buy me an iPad next month when she got the money from her works, but then my dad went home and bought an iPad. Wow :D this helped me so much. We used these together because it's very useful for dad too XD and I have to learn first then teach him. i'm not use with Apple's prduct so this is bery new to me. 

Now different story. Yesterday, I thought, "ah, if after this I looked for pit-a-pat or the brilliant once, and found someone sell it, I'm going to buy it." just a random thought and I don't know why I have a thought like that all of sudden. Then I went online. Have no plan to search for it yet. I opened twitter, and someone RT hyunseungcom's tweet about the restock of Pit-a-pat. My expression went O_____O WHAT?!

 I looked for someone who is going to buy it but not yet any. And it's very expensive even before counting the EMS fee. Now I got stressed. i got stressed because of this instead of my midterms? Lol weird. i haven't even study XD

Should I buy anyway? I bought miracle j and yong company's already... Even though they haven't make it.

Looking back at this journal's tags, got surprised that I posted a lot of yaoi drama cd and manga links *it's locked :9*. I was really free back then. hahahaha 

I'm starting to download or listening to some drama cds again. Watching anime too. It works a lot for my study, yet not too. Anime language is different with what I learn. Too informal. XD And still following BEASTISLAND of course. I feel like a stalker, knowing what happened with them. Well, almost all KPOP lovers now something like that right? What are they doing, where, what happen, etc. Since korean fans following them anywhere they know and shared it in internet. How could we don't know. Kinda proud and... lol

Suddenly my 3rd semester is going to end soon. Did I do well in this semester, if not, I hope in the next semester I'll be better than now. I think I'm more diligent in this semester, but who knows? I got bad points sometimes, and I'm not good at presentation. sigh... Please make this semester good too!! I don't want C!! Y_Y

#1
kouhai: anou, taihen moushiwake nain desu ga..
senpai: hai, nan desuka?
kouhai: kinou okarishita hon no koto nan desu ga..
senpai: ee
kouhai: jitsu wa, resutoran ni wasurete shimattan desu.
senpai: eh?! hontou desuka?
kouhai: resutoran no hito ni renraku shitandesu ga. mitsukaranakattan desu. hountou ni doumo sumimasen! atarashii no wo katte okaeshi shimasu!
senpai: iie, ii desu yo. ki ni shinaide kudasai.

#2
lee: anou, ima no densha ni wasuremono wo shite shimattan desu.
ekiin: nani wo wasuretan desuka?
lee: aoi kaban desu. kono kurai no... sotogawa ni ooki poketto wo tsuite imasu.
ekiin: dono hen desu ka?
lee: yoku oboetemasen. demo, amidana no ue ni okimashita.
ekiin: naka ni nani wo haite imasuka?
lee: eto.. tashika, hon to kasa wo haite imasu.
ekiin: jya, sugu renrakushimasu kara, chotto matte ite kudasai.
lee: hai, onegai shimasu.
ekiin: arimashita yo.
lee: a- yokatta~
ekiin: ima yotsuya eki ni arimasu ga, doushimasuka?
lee: ima tori ni ikimasu!
ekiin: jya, yotsuya eki no jimusho e itte kudasai.
lee: hai, doumo arigatou gozaimashita!

  Got new theme makes me want to write a lot LOL It happened too when I changed my blogger layout too XD I want to use all of the blog I have *wordpress*blogger*Livejournal* but how can I? I use Lj for RP-ing mostly. And since sometimes it hard to load, I barely use this. Blogger yes, I updated there the most. It's easier there. :D Wordpress... I don't really like wordpress. ^__^ Tumblr.. I use it for reblogging, or sometimes posting myself.

  Yesterday, there was kaiwa lesson. We have to paired with someone. So, luckily my pair is a close friend who have same interest. Then sensei gave each of us theme. Sensei said that the previous class acted good, he want us to perform better. Then I thought "I got a bad feeling... sensei will give us 'singer' theme. What to do! I can't sing!". And yes, our theme was 'singer'. Other group were asked him to change the theme, my frend told us, "let's change" "but we have to tell sensei first. What if we get the harder one." Couldn't help, we continue making the story. What make us worried was that we're not funny persons. We're usually awkward in front of a lot of people, and the perform will look normal. Then we made a really short story. And what happened? I was surprised they all laughed! Everyone looks pleased. :D -my story is about auditioning- Here is the story:

Me: Shitsureishimasu~
Fr: hai, douzo. Suwatte kudasai. *I sat* Shoukaishite kudasai.
Me: Hai! Hajimemashite, watashi wa ---a to moushimasu. 19-sai desu. S------- ni sundeimasu. Douzo yoroshiku onegaishimasu! *bow*
Fr: Hai. Doko kara jyouhou wo shirimasuka?
Me: Intaneto kara jyouhou wo shirimasu!
Fr: Doushite kashu ni naritai desuka?
Me: eto~ koe ga iishi, yumei ni naritai shi, hongki sama ni naritai desu kara.
Fr: Douzo uta wo utatte kudasai.
Me: *sing let it go like crazy*
Fr: Hai! Kekko desu! Yamete kudasai!
Me: Hai...
Fr: Sumimasen ga.. anata wa koko ni hatarakemasen.
Me: !! Doushite desuka?!
Fr: Doushite? Ichi. Anata no koe ga warui desu *everyone laughed hard there X3*
Me: Hontou desuka?
Fr: Hai, mochiron. *again XD atos* Sore kara. Anata wa Hongki ni naritai desu ne. Koko wa orijinaru kashu ga hoshii desu. Takusan benkyoushite, ii ni nattara, koko ni kite kudasai.
Me: *sob* hai... arigatou.. gozaimashita... *went off*

It's wasn't really funny -maybe- but since we got good response from audience. We were so happy! XD Mata Ganbarimasu!!!! :D

Change the layout for over than a year :D Looking at the old layout made me remember of that sad story XD and Epik High T_T Tukutz going to come back from military soon right? I wonder if Epik High will be active again :( Hope so.

*RANDOM* 

 yes.. how long it was since the last time I posted there. I focused more on tumblr lol but for blogging I choose blogger somehow. Lj is hard to load recently -_- Nah, here we are. I just finished my 2nd semester in my college. Cool right XD but nothing much change from me. I'm still that kind of girl. How do I say it in english. Arthur?! Where are you?! -A- well.. ehem. you know right. haha. My Japanese Lesson all got A congrats so myself! :D but I dunno about the other. I barely now the answer. I didn't even study *I only like Japanese*. I always said I'll work harder but what? What work harder? Looking for fancams? <- true. Really nothing change...

Talking about fancam. How long it's I'm with KPOP especially with FT Island, BEAST, AJ, and SNSD. FT Island I don't really know. BEAST, since Siwi told me about them, but there were time I hate them because of childish reason *secret*no. I exposed it many times :p*. AJ since I know sorry sorry. Not really, but yes, I know him since I know sorry sorry. Almost the same as Super Junior. ke. that's long. SNSD... Intimate Note, Heechul and Eunhyun, Gee. :) I always lovee Sunny~ XD As I remember the 1st person I like at SJ is Siwon, BEAST is Doojoon *OMG*, SNSD is Sunny, FT Island *shrugged* I dunno. I can't remember anything about FTI?! WHY?! -A- Just attached like that? Strange~

Now I'm stuck with BEAST *most* FTI and SNSD somehow. Didn't change much. too? haha. I heard that Epik High is going to do a comeback? DJ Tukutz is back? Oh yeah~!! I'm waiting for you all! Tablo Mithra and Tukutz! Yeah! Because when I sad I always listen to their song, from [e] album. My fav. Now you look for the download for that song is really hard. I have it anyway. It has 30 songs. Wooooo~

Hello, anyone still visiting my Lj? LOL probably not. But I'm going to say "Hi" now~ :D it had been a long time. Connection is kinda bad recently so updating Lj or blogspot or wordpress or etc is tiring. X( Before downloading fancams again I should post this first. Once I start downloading, connection go bad. kkkk

I'm now in my semester 2 for my Japanese. Wow wow!~ but I'm not working hard recently. heung. Y_Y too much stress probably... and I'm still a lazy girl. That's super bad. What I do everyday is in front of my computer looking for updates, then sometimes posting *if my connection is good* but mostly only updates and talking by myself at twitter *_*

I started to draw again YAAAAAAAAY!!!! But the quality went down... I have to work hard more for that. To reach my dream to be a mangaka :D kinda random and funny dream but I'm serious. I really want to be a mangaka. That's why I take Japanese, to know them more. aah~ Since when I dream about it?~ ^w^

Now instead of thinking about buying the albums, HDD come first *count that!* egh. And then their concert. Though their management hasn't announce when it'll come out, I'm still thinking about buy it. And hope it wont come out soon. LOL *have not much money atm*

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